dream in japanese.

amatteroftime @ 2007-06-07T04:27:00

2007-06-07T08:28:15Z

mm forgot about this....

woo big red!

2005-08-25T21:28:32Z

oh man.... a little bit more than two months since i last updated this shit. hahah. well whats happened since, uh mm graduated! no longer am i in high school. that's really weird. mm this summer....it was a lot of hanging out at the barn pshh. yes my favorite place in the entire world. had to say too many goodbyes this summer. it was really weird. oh yea i went to fire island and florida this summer...that was fun. but hmm where was i. well i guess you could say it was the best time i had doing a whole lot of nothing. woo. i mean i could name a few things i did quite a lot that were quite super...but hey not going to bore you. mm so where am i now? oh yea i'm in cornell...i left home like a week ago. i was beyond homesick and cried too much. hahahah. well i haven't cried since like friday...wait i mean saturday. i have an awesome roommate, we like the same music and she's really nice. it's kind of funny how much stuff we can relate to with eachother. the food here is amazing...i've been here a week and i've already gotten addicted to the ice cream. it's amazing. so thick and creeeeeeeeeeeamy. better than other softserve i've had coughcoughcarvelcough. but i mean the others are good just this is amazing. i'm excited just to show people who visit the amazing ice cream. well i'll prolly have pictures of my room and stuff up soon, as soon as i take more pics and shit. yea first class today. and first homework. ugh the fun begins. well i found out my schedule and my classes end at like 10 on fridays so there might be some roadtrips on my part then. well i'm going to go lay down or something...maybe clean a bit. on that note love you guys and miss you guys too. ♥ari.

amatteroftime @ 2005-06-23T15:00:00

2005-06-23T19:00:38Z

prom tonight...be back saturday. then graduation on sunday. weee. ♥

amatteroftime @ 2005-06-13T01:56:00

2005-06-13T05:58:35Z

honest to god i really don't want to graduate at all. well i sort of do. but oh man just as i start to love high school it has to end. oh man getting all emotional...don't make me leave please. let's make these 2 days golden. i love you guys♥

amatteroftime @ 2005-05-26T22:37:00

2005-05-27T02:37:40Z

four-day weekends♥!!!

amatteroftime @ 2005-05-17T01:20:00

2005-05-17T05:19:25Z

oh man i love closing at dunkin♥

you’ve made a lasting impression.

2005-05-16T01:59:56Z

mm i have to get un-sick soon.
tis been too long with a runny nose.
oh and i love my cousin jack. he's adorable.
prom is completely and fully paid for, phew.
i worked saturday afternoon/night and sunday morning/afternoon. ouch. exhaustion.
had a super duper weekend otherwise.
new gel, thumbs up. smells good.
must clean out my car. and my room.
some guy at the gas station gave me his number. hahahahah.
muchlove♥

i'm also fed up with the fucking common cold.

2005-05-07T16:19:19Z

psh i haven't updated in one day more than a whole week. holy moly. well spring break was quite awesome. bamboozle was, well it was bamboozle. mucho fun. favorites would've had to have been the blood brothers, underoath, the sleeping, motion city soundtrack, mae, fall out boy, armor for sleep was ok, and even though i dont listen to them, my chemical romance. and of course those amazing hot dogs. it was overall a super duper weekend. mm oh you must check the picture in my background. makes my day hahaha. psh ap gov next week, and not too long before its all over!. whoa. ♥ bagel time!

amatteroftime @ 2005-04-29T10:29:00

2005-04-29T14:30:03Z

mm bamboozle today♥

amatteroftime @ 2005-04-24T14:27:00

2005-04-24T18:29:05Z

:D♥

you're the reason why i burst and why i bloomed.

2005-04-18T02:59:12Z

the only reason i like the spring is that it means summer's coming and i can wear less clothing. i don't like allergies merr. other than that, nothing really to complain about. except this bruise on my thigh. it hurts a lot. i don't know where it came from. on that note i'm peacing.♥

sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not.

2005-04-11T02:30:22Z

so this past weekend i went to cornell with my parents. it was absolutely beautiful there. the campus is huge, but it's walkable. i saw my cousin joe, and his suite. everything looks really nice. i think that's where i'm going to end up going, but don't quote me on that. i also saw bing. which was equally as pretty, just more modernish. i like both places, and it all depends if i stick with my lovely major. ah well we'll see this week. i'll post pictures of it as soon as theyre on my computer. bye.
♥ari.

amatteroftime @ 2005-04-07T20:29:00

2005-04-08T00:32:03Z

rang2727: shaouuuu
haha♥

amatteroftime @ 2005-04-06T21:05:00

2005-04-07T01:11:54Z

so there was this woman
and she was on an airplane and
she's flying to meet her fiancee
sailing high above the largest ocean
on planet earth and she was seated
next to this man who you know
she had tried to start a conversation
but really the only thing
she heard him say was to order his bloody mary
and she's sitting there and she's reading
this really arduous magazine article about this
third world country that she couldn't
even pronounce the name of and
she's feeling very bored and very despondent
and then uh suddenly there's this huge mechanical failure and one of the engines gave out
and they started just falling thirty thousand feet
and the pilots on the microphone and he's saying,
"i'm sorry, i'm sorry, oh my god, i'm sorry"
and apologizing and she looks at the man and she says, "where are we going" and he looks at her and he says, "we're going to a party, it's a birthday party.
it's your birthday party, happy birthday darling.
we love you very, very, very, very, very, very, very much."

amatteroftime @ 2005-04-02T17:30:00

2005-04-02T22:33:07Z

i love my tp car. and i love sportsnite. good times ladies♥

amatteroftime @ 2005-03-30T15:15:00

2005-03-30T20:14:16Z

SPORTSNITE IN LESS THAN 52 HOURS!
oh my.
♥xinfiniti.

amatteroftime @ 2005-03-27T10:59:00

2005-03-27T16:03:17Z

happy easter♥

amatteroftime @ 2005-03-26T08:25:00

2005-03-26T16:26:21Z

cause i swear that i'm dying
slowly, but it's happening
and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere
just take me there
just take me there
just take me there
and say and lie to me and say and lie to me and say
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright
it's gonna be alright..

when i watch you, wanna do you, right where you're standing, yeaaaaah.

2005-03-23T01:53:48Z

i don't like dunkin.
i miss the summer.
sportsnite is in a week.
stress stress stress.
vacation on thursday. until monday.
i need new pants.
my car's name is ambellina.
i love my ice creamers.
i love errbody.
i graduate in not too long. fuck.
ok here's to pondering in the shower.
♥

amatteroftime @ 2005-03-17T16:56:00

2005-03-17T21:55:58Z

happy st. patty's day♥
finally got my license.
got lost on the way home from the dmv.
ended up in like bethpage.
i have work tonight:(. grr.
oh and i got into udel. thats cool.
im done byebye♥

and it all fell into place at the blink of an eye.

2005-03-14T03:44:16Z

this was an exceptionally good weekend♥
♥saw a lot of people i havent in a while. :).<DDD &hearts;loveandbasketball, don king, attack of the copy machine and donuts. &hearts;lists. &hearts;got into cornell:D! &hearts;that's russian for gay hippo. &hearts;rides home. &hearts;new car. &hearts;prom dress.(i'll show pictures eventually) &hearts;realizing so much. oh and i am totally in need of a massage. buhbye&hearts;

amatteroftime @ 2005-03-08T20:37:00

2005-03-09T01:36:12Z

snow causes boredom.
boredom causes bonding between siblings.
like having a fight club with your sister.
although i got bit.
ow♥

amatteroftime @ 2005-03-07T15:05:00

2005-03-07T20:07:02Z

i love rice pudding.
and snapple.
i have to get my dress.
yay. muy excited.
now it's time for oprah. or dr. phil... whatevers on.
hah i live the good life♥

so i drink to stay warm, and to kill selected memories.

2005-03-04T03:57:14Z

Last person who...

Called you? rarrex
Saw you cry? lauren ttttesta
Made you cry? …god
You shared a drink with? myself
You went to the movies with? a buncha people
Sent you an email? sportsnite

Have you ever...

Taken a pic of yourself with a milk moustache and sent it to the milk people? Never

Said "I love you" and meant it? Just me friends and family
Gotten into a fight with your dog/cat? yes
Been to NY? hah
Been to Florida? mhm
Been to California? no
Been to Alaska? no
Been to Hawaii? no
Been to Mexico? no
Been to China? no
Been to Canada? for some reason I think maybe

Danced naked? hah sadly yes
Had a dream about something really crazy, then have it happen the next day? Deja vu

Stalked someone? dundundun
Had a mud bath? no
Wished you were the opposite sex? occasionally
Had an imaginary friend? I tried, it never worked out
What time is it now? 1045 PM

This Or That...

Apples or Bananas? naners
Blue or red? red
BSB or *NYSNC? BSB
Wal-Mart or Target? tarjay
Spring or fall? spring
Santa or Rudolph? rudolph
What are you going to do after you finish this? sleep
What was the last meal you ate? A sandwich at like 3
High school or college? high school
How many of your buddies are online? 99

Favorites...

Shampoo: as long as it smells good
Soap: don’t care
Colors: lime green and black
Day or Night? night
Summer or Winter? summer<3
Lace or Satin? oo I love both
Cartoon Character: woodstock

In the last two weeks, have you...

Cried? mhm
Cut your hair? no
Worn a skirt? tomorrow
Been sarcastic? mhm
Talked to someone you have a crush on? hah
Hugged someone? mhm
Fought with your parents? mhm
Wished upon a star? yes
Laughed until you cried? everytime
Played truth or dare? nope
Watched a sunrise or sunset? nope
Went to the beach at night? yes
Spent quality time alone? I need it
Ate a meal? hah yes
Are you lonely? yes
Are you happy? I can be

Firsts

First car: Nissan stanza
First real kiss: ds
First screen name: mizmouse87
First self-purchased album: spice girls
First pet: my goldfish
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: never
First enemy: hahahah some kid in the 4^th grade when I was in 5^th
First music you remember hearing in your house: Michael Jackson

Lasts

Last cigarette: garr
Last car ride: from sportsnite
Last good cry: um thatd have to be tuesday
Last library book checked out: dontremember
Last beverage drank: minty tea
Last food consumed: sandwich
Last phone call: my brother
Last time showered: an hour ago
Last shoes worn: bw cons
Last CD played: sayanything…is a real boy
Last item bought: raspberry Snapple duh
Last annoyance: my life…hah actually not being able to give blood grr
Last disappointment: not being able to give blood
Last time scolded: um I cant recall…oh not waking up this afternoon
Last word you said: god
Last song you sang: soty-sidewalks…word to rides home
Last movie you saw: saw
Last noise you heard: the tv
Last smell you sniffed: my amazingly good smelling hair

Future:

Where do you want to go to college? I don’t know
Where are you going to live? in new york
How many kids do you want? not sure, more than 1
Do you want pets? yes

Currents:

Current mood: tired
Current music: bright eyes – if winter ends
Current taste: toothpaste
Current hair: bun and bangs
Current clothes: pal shirt and lime green pantalones.
Current annoyance: candide
Current longing: sleep/warmth
Current favorite artist: um cursive
Current book: fight club..i hafta finish
Current hate: school

Whats:

What color socks are you wearing?: none
What color of underwear are you wearing? pinkandorange
What time did you wake up today? um 6? then I went back at 655 until 715

amatteroftime @ 2005-03-02T22:48:00

2005-03-03T03:48:36Z

jesus christ.